ME N MYSELF!

currently, i have no mood to do anything including studying and doing any of the projects! cuz i am a *******!!!!! i dunno what i have done. i dunno what i have said. i dunno what to do now. i'm lost, in the middle of the forest. no way out, nowhere to go. stuck! i'm trying very hard but i noe its totally absolutely useless. n its really affect my mood cuz i feel sad! i feel crying too! i dun wan to be emo in front of my classmates! i try not to! sometimes i wanna to be crazy n high to forget everything; stress; problems that troubling me. i am asking myself what's life, why cant we control it! why life must be full of regrets,pain and stress! but what i only left is determination so i'm not gonna to give up! i must manage it! roar! i must be stronger so i can do something to turn the tide! now i'm gonna to finish up all my work first! jiayou!